As I sit in my room in the dark I take time to look at my life. Many things I have learned from my experiences. Some good and some bad. But the recent personal lesson I have learned for myself is this, people won't change unless they themselves are willing to change. For most of my life I've been trying to change my little family for the better. In hopes so that we can at least have a civil conversation. But that was all in vain.
I couldn't change my mother for the better. For she better liked going out then staying at home. I confronted her in hopes that she will change for the better. That only lasted for so long and then it was back to th